I fainted today

[Robinkitty]

I don’t have anyone to tell. Soon to be exdh surprised me with divorce a few weeks ago. I’ve lost a shocking amount of weight in that time, instantly brought on the past eating disorders and today I fainted.
I can’t tell anyone in real life. He’s taken the kids on the family holiday, I’ve never been apart from them, not even for a single night and this is a different type of hell.

That sounds really difficult. How old are your kids? Things will get better I’m sure but in the meantime you need to eat and look after yourself.

Soup and lots of walking. Sounds simplistic I know but it helps. Both with the fainting / eating issues and the clearing of your head.

I’m sorry you are going through this. It would be good to see your GP. They might be able to monitor you and help get you antidepressants and support early if you need it. Sending you good wishes.