I know I am doing everything right. I have told friends, family and my GP how I am feeling. I manage my pain, I avoid negative self talk. I balance as much as I can. I have paid for counseling, I have tried antidepressants. I have just been prescribed HRT.
but I am still done.
I am so exhausted
I have frequent thoughts of suicide.
thoughts I don’t want, but they linger
.