I'm just so numb and empty

[sadfacee]

All I can do is lie in bed. I'm struggling to even scroll on my phone

There's things I should be doing. I just can't

I can't even do the things I want to do. The things I enjoy. I just can't move.

I'll probably fall asleep and wake up feeling worse

I'm hoping I don't wake up at all

This really is no life to live

If I died, all my problems would be solved

Do you have a GP who is aware of your mental health issues? GP should be your first port of call, tbh.
Are you on your own or can you call someone to sit with you?