and im scared!
Have been feeling really down for a good few days now, and today havent been able to stop crying despite it being christmas. Had to escape to bed for 2.5hrs this afternoon because I was so bloody miserable, even the girls playing couldnt raise a smile.
What do I do? See the GP on Thursday or just see how I go? Ive even given up BFing because I cant face being the only one able to pacify DS and even then he was fussing and refusing the breast anyway.
Its crap.
So so so crap.
I want to go to sleep and never wake up.