Every time I call up I get given a nurse practitioner who dismisses my symptoms, even though I have 3x diagnosis and have had 3x mental health crisis including 2x voluntary inpatient they won't let me speak to the GP. I want medication, was told I don't need it I just need to get be a better parent, basically. Wouldn't let me mention why I came off my last antidepressant a few months ago, or what other help their might be. I'm happy to be referred back to mental health team, but I really don't want to end up in crisis or A&E I want to do it the right way. Why is it so hard?