Feel such a failure. Been on antidepressants for 30 year due to a very serious assault that left me not only fighting for my life but with life changing injuries. Due to other health complications doctor decided I needed to come off antidepressants. Slowly got myself off them and felt great. (Or so I thought). The last 3 weeks have been horrendous.
Trying to get through to doctors is a nightmare although I do have a phone app for 8 days time.
Not sure what I want from this post just needs to write it down I suppose.