I’m in a really really shitty situation at the moment. Tbh have been in a shitty situation for years. I attract messed up men not capable of love.
A neighbour has been trying to help me and to be a friend, to he honest he’s been a bit of a rock. He is a single dad and his ex wasn’t a good sort. Similar to me but male.
He is a bit overweight, doesn’t take care if his appearance at all and tonight I realised I think he may be self-harming. He blamed it on doing manual work but has scratches up one arm and on the other has evenly placed but fairly deep looking scabs. I don’t see how he could have don’t this through work.
Lovely guy but now I’m wondering who is helping who here. We went to a class tonight. He told me the (female) teacher (who is in a relationship) messages everyday and joked he thinks she likes him but I actually think she’s concerned about him.
Has anyone ever been in this situation? I don’t really know what I’m asking here - it’s a really really odd one.