I'm not sure what I want to achieve by this post but I've come to realise I really can't let go of certain situations in the past. Even now, years later they stick with me, I think about/sometimes dream about and replay situations. Is this normal?!
It always seems to stem around close relationships, ie I worked for a company and was very close with the owners, looked after their son before I worked for them, was poached to go to their company, spent a few years loving my time and then got shit on from a great height by them.
A work colleague who I classed as a friend, socialised with, had a great relationship with, stopped doing their job properly, as their manager I had to address these things and the relationship completely soured and I was accused of being a bully by them.
I don't know why but these and a couple of other moments really stick with me, even though they are 2-10 year years ago!
It's like it's imprinted on my mind