Hello
I sit here with tears streaming down my face. I have 2 dds. One is 25 months, one is 4 and a half. They are both perfect and beautiful and I adore them. But I am feeling really crappy lately, and I don't remember it first time round.
dd1 sleeps through - and has done since 6 months after sleep training. dd2 still wakes a few times a night. dp was at home with me from birth of dd1 to a week before dd2 was born. I feel like he has withdrawn emotional support since providing financial.
We never ever argued before, I felt he was always there and now I feel so alone. I feel like it is easier when he is not here as he adds to the pressure - and I don;t know where the pressure is from. i don;t know if I am putting it on myself, but i just feel like i am fighting back tears all the time. I feel like i am short tempered with dd1 when i should be supportive. i feel so so alone. i feel like i can;t even cope with the house work and keeping on top of chores and washing and everything upsets me. i never ever used to get stressed about anything. i hate feeling like this. part of me thinks i should just pull myself together... anyone there to cheer me up a bit?