I HATE OCD!!

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Sorry ladies I need a thread to shout I HATE OCD!!!

I just hate it. I working hard on it this year. Privately and through IAPT and with meds and I’m doing well but it’s still such an idiot and I hate it and wish it would just leave me the hell alone!!!

Anyone else? ☹️ Xx

That must suck. I’m sorry.

Yes, it is a shitty thing to have to deal with I'm sorry OP, I hope you're ok, you're not alone.

I hate it too. I hate not being able to have a single conversation or watch a TV show without a word or image triggering a fucking word association of doom with the conclusion always being that a loved one is going to die because of me. Even typing that has set it off. It's exhausting.

I hate OCD, not me but my son. His started at about age 14, it crippled his life for so many years. He had intrusive thoughts that prompted routines. He started to get better and about 3 months ago he said he thought it had pretty much completely gone; he than had a friend commit suicide and I can see it raising its head again. I'm so desperately sad for him.

Me. Sometimes I function fine, sometimes I feel like it’s ruining my life.

I’d do anything to be normal.

ME TOOO. I'm currently an inpatient in hospital because of it for the third time.

Me too, ruined my life.

It's shit.
I feel defeated.