Thanks to all those who helped me on Tuesday. I was in a really bad way and you guys were great! I've finally managed to get a GP appointment for Friday. Its not with my normal GP but I've seen this one before and she seems nice.
I just don't know how to explain everything thats been happening.I'm not normally a "talky" kind of person, I'm more someone who just gets on with things and keeps everything to myself. (I realise its not healthy but its the only way I know). When I tried to talk to my HV she just said "I'm not surprised you're depressed!". I'm scared I'll bottle out, cos I have some medical things to ask about as well.
Any help to get over my nerves much appreciated.