Can’t do this anymore

[Checkingout811]

I don’t want to be here anymore. Everything is so fucking hard. Everything. I can’t remember what it’s like to be happy. To smile. What’s the point.

I am surrounded by people but I am so lonely

Hey, that sounds really hard? Do you have anyone around you right now?

Please hold on, you deserve time to recover .

Hello OP, we're so sorry to hear you are feeling so hopeless - it sounds like things are particularly difficult at the moment.

We hope you don't mind, but when these threads are flagged up to us we usually add a link to our Mental Health resources. You can also go to the Samaritans website, or email them on [email protected]. Support from other Mumsnetters is great and we really hope you will be able to take some comfort from your fellow posters, but as other MNers will tell you, it's really a good idea to seek real life help and support as well. We're also going to move this to our Mental Health topic.

Wishing you all the best OP and hope you can access the support you need and that tomorrow is a better day.