dh is at work. fed up of boys fighting. dont even have anything to give them for lunch, MIL wsa supposed to be picking them up at 9am managed to get hold of her at 10.30 and she said no i'm not coming til 4 now. Walked into front room trod on toys and have lost my temper and thrown and broke them.
I hate myself, such a bad mum, my kids deserve so much better