I want to die

[socialhermit]

I'm on hold to the Samaritans. I've been on hold for 15 minutes. I feel completely and utterly ashamed of myself. I don't think I should live. My home is fairly safe because I've been suicidal before. So all dangerous stuff has been removed. But I'm racking my brains for something I can

Hi there socialhermit
I didn't catch your thread but it's been hidden now.
Maybe make yourself a hot drink and watch some tv or YouTube to relax a bit.

I think you should live btw - everyone should, Life is precious

Hi socialhermit. Did you get through yet?

Please try to calm down. You will feel better soon, I promise. Please don't get upset because of the nastiness on that thread. Everyone is tense because of the situation at the moment.
It's not personal.
You are a good person

Please don't let that thread upset you, it's not worth it. You are worth it though, I know you are

I'm okay. Spoke to Samaritans. Feel better. I'm sorry I'm so emotional about things.

So glad you feel better OP, keep posting if it helps

Good!
Take care

Thank you for letting us know.
That's so good to hear. You don't need to apologise. Hope you have a good night's sleep

I have learned my lesson. I'm way to sensitive to ask for advice on MN about provocative subjects. I think it's important that this forum exists for people to debate stuff. But it's not for me. I will stick to support threads and casual chats from now on. I felt terrible. Samaritans were great. I'm okay now. Thank you for your messages here xx

Yeah I don't start debates on MN about sensitive stuff either as I just can't take the vitriol. Glad you feel better OP x