Nearly 5 months in with my first baby and i couldn't feel worse. I'm so happy with the fact we are having a baby but i don't like the changes i see with my body, i feel big and horrible, my hair gets greasy and i have spots, i feel really ugly and unattractive and i look in the mirror and think to myself coor you look ill. My clothes have started to get really tight now which is a little sad. Is this just a phase i'm going through? Do i care too much about what i look like? Will i feel better once i've given birth?