I get awful anxiety about family meet ups. Not mine, my dps.
I've been invited to something again and have made another excuse. I feel awful now because they're missing out on seeing their family members.
Do I just tell my dps sister the real reason I keep saying no? No one knows I'm like this. My dp knows I don't want to go and I tell him I'm nervous and me feel sick etc but he doesn't know the full extent.
Has anyone come clean before? I don't want her thinking I'm just being a bitch.