Feeling angry

[banskuwansku]

I just feel so angry and annoyed. I was suicidal last this time but they put me on new ad and it sort of worked. I am not suicidal but I just feel generally angry. Not angry at anyone or anything.

You had an appointment today, right? How did that go?

Can you go for a run, or hit some tennis balls or something?

Appointment went fine. Ad will be increased as planned last week. Let's see. I feel restless but hope the sedative effect of mirtzapine calms me and my mind down. The positive thing is that I not anymore suicidal.

I think it's probably helping but will help more as time goes on. You were suicidal, now your are pissed off, soon you'll probably be sad/down, then you'll start feeling better. It's a step in the right direction but they do take a while to improve things. Are you doing anything else, like counselling or other talking support?