I'm ready for the end

[JustBex]

Hi, I'm not hoping to achieve much by writing this I just need to be heard I think.
Anyhow I think I'm done, I really do feel like I'm ready for it all to be over. I just don't see the point in me.
I doubt I'd be missed hugely, my stepson wouldn't even notice I was gone until he wanted something and whilst my partner would he'd move on quick enough. The only one who would miss me would be the dog and I'm sure even he would be better having someone else look after him. I just feel so pointless and empty, but most of all ready to go.
Sorry to be a drag but I guess I just needed to see if seeing it in writing changed how I felt.

*Wake up not make up

@JustBex

How are you feeling now?

You need to give the medication time to work and you will start to feel a lot better.

@JoObrien7 very tearful today and was on a very emotionally draining training course this morning. I just had to zone out as I really couldn't cope with the subject.

Thank you so much for asking. I hope you are well. Sorry to be such a downer!

My little saviour. Sleeping on my feet after a very vigorous playtime!

My dog was my world and my reason to exist and eventually the key to finding happiness again.

It might be a long road OP but you will have someone right by your side or on your feet by the look of it.

He is a lucky boy finding a loving home with you.

Wishing you well.

It sure is a long road, started thinking I was on my way back but the last week or so I'm not so sure. Feel like I'm just a shell at the moment. Hoping this clears soon and start back on the road to being some form of what is considered normal