Hi, I'm not hoping to achieve much by writing this I just need to be heard I think.
Anyhow I think I'm done, I really do feel like I'm ready for it all to be over. I just don't see the point in me.
I doubt I'd be missed hugely, my stepson wouldn't even notice I was gone until he wanted something and whilst my partner would he'd move on quick enough. The only one who would miss me would be the dog and I'm sure even he would be better having someone else look after him. I just feel so pointless and empty, but most of all ready to go.
Sorry to be a drag but I guess I just needed to see if seeing it in writing changed how I felt.