Hi girls,I'm new to this but here goes,I've been in esa for about 2 and a half years,but come April I went to my good friends house and I found him hanging and as I went in his bedroom he fell bk on the door and I was locked in with him,prioue8to this I was on the sick for deppreshiton anxiaty8and panic attacks,so obviously this has made me worse but since April I've also been diagnosed with fibromyalgia so not o my have my pills been doubled I've been put on naproxen and 8 codine a day,so I've missed 2 medicals they rang me last week and asked over the phone why I didn't attend so I explained but yesterday I got a letter saying my excuse wasn't good enough and they have stopped my esa 😑 what is the best road for me to take please,also during all this I've been put down as a bordelin alchoic xx