Not coping.

[lolojade]

Hello, i really need someone to chat to. In august last year 2018 my dad died suddenly my son was 4 month,then in novemeber my grandad passed and then in December i went to wake my mum up and i found her dead. Im really disturbed at the images i saw on finding her she was there for a long time im only 22 how can both parents just drop dead? I feel as though im cursed and 4 days after my mum died i was in a bad car crash i feel everybad thought i think will happen and im really not coping well i just miss my mama i hear her speak i do not dare go to the doctors because what if they take my baby away for being sad :(

Oh @lolojade that's really hard. Ask for help; they won't take your baby away because you're human and having normal human emotions. Death and loss of a loved one is sad and hits us all when we least expect it in many ways. Be kind to yourself xx