To much pain to cope with

[6demandingchildren]

I might not be able to reply as im in so much pain.
I really think life should be better than this and im only here because of my children, husband and grandchildren.
I have depression and anxiety, then I have palmoplanter psoriasis, arthritis in most of my joints and cluster headache to top it all off, I am constantly exhausted and have pins and needles in my arms and legs, I can hardly walk and today I couldn't even hold my youngest grandchild .
I just feel I can't cope with all this pain and still smile.

sorry op I don't know what to say, I just couldn't say nothing.

Thank you kitty, I honestly wouldn't wish this on any one. The pain keeps me awake when I'm so tired.

Nothing helpful to add just want to send kind thoughts. Do you feel you need to smile so people can't see how much pain you're suffering? If talking would maybe help give Samaritans a call 116123, even in the middle of the night.

Misery loves company op I feel the same. Keep talking.