I'm so incredibly frustrated with myself right now. Had a pretty awful morning and instead of carrying on with my day and doing the things I'd planned to do, my brilliant self decided to sit here for 4 plus hours deleting and reinstalling the same 5 apps over and over again on my phone. It's completely ridiculous, I know, but something always feels "wrong" midway through forcing me to start over once more.
Finally decided "fuck it" 10 minutes ago and just installed everything and logged in to all my accounts. The problem is that I did it "imperfectly" (think not going through every setting twice with a fine-toothed comb, failing to hit the bloody minuscule button that crosses out the page I'm on on the first try, not following the "proper" setup steps and the like) and am now actively avoiding my phone because the temptation to repeat that arduous process is all I can think about.
And to think I was "improving". 😔