Not feeling well

[colouringinpro]

Can't go to bed. Can't face another day. My head is so messed. Sometimes it works well, really well. Othertimes it's so dark. But my dcs, esp ds

Crap. Quiet night.

Sorry you are suffering. Hope you manage to sleep and feel better in the morning. Get some much needed cuddles off your DC xxx

Op sorry you are struggling. I am suffering some insomnia after recently losing my lovely old ma. My head has been all over the place, in a different way, recently. Didn't want to read and not reply.
Hope you get some sleep. Cuddles from your dc in the morning sounds good !

I can't stop crying now

Don't feel safe what do I do

My kids only feel safe with me

colouring himcolouring. You are having a tough night but it will be morning soon. If you think it would help you could call Samaritans whonwilk talk with you and help. If you are feeling more worried is there a friend/family you can call for a friendly voice/support. I know for sure if a friend of mine called in the middle of the night it would be for good reason and I would be there for them. Mn is quiet tonight but support is here.
You know if your feelings of being unsafe continue to call 999 for help. Might be you know this is a low point you will come through in a bit ?
Hugs.

Im awake - how you doing? Distraction?

Daft game on phone?

Ahh fuck it, have a hug

How are you today? Have these feelings been around a while? How old are your children? Hopefully old enough for big hugs for their mum right now xxx

Can't stop crying

You ok now?

Better this morning bit shit now. Thanks for asking LEM I remember you v clearly from the days of vicars village. My mental health is screwed from the last 6 years and my amazing ds now has ptsd and can't use his legs. I'm drinking too much and my dd also has a diagnosis of ASD. I realise this a shit post for a stranger. Ignore

I'm watchimgvgreys anatomy and Alex and his awfully mentally ill mother and brother and McDreamy talking decor with ptsd girl is making me cry

Yes i remember you too. Sounds like you have had a rough few years. It just goes on doesn't it. Ive got a diagnosis of BPD now which makes sense.

What happened to your ds - feel free to pm me. I do miss the village!

Hi. Yes it does. 8 years of serious shit. O hope your diagnosis is proving helpful in understanding how your hrain works and getting some support. My ds has a diagnosis of ptsd, depression and anxiety. They are also manifesting physically in a "Conversion Disorder" - for him, his legs have stopped working.

Thats strange. A young girl who was on my college course has a similar thing going on just now. I found out via another stident. Poor love, i belive she has had long term anxiety issues. That must be so stressfull for you.

Are you getting support?

Me? No. Never any support for the wife and mother. Great GP and increased my anti-ds yesterday. Ds gets worse, not better and CAMHS seem out of their depth. It's a nightmare

Soubds horrendous - i wishi could find words to make it better but sometimes its more hobest to recognize it is shit

Thanks LEM. It is shit and acknowledging it by saying so us WAY better than the platitudes most people resort too....