does it ever get easier.....

[wurlywurly]

The feeling of actually coping doesnt get better, dont wanna go back on AD, feel like i'm always popping pill.

Surely there has to be way out.........

it does get better

might take a long time, but it does

ADs do help, if you had any physical illness , you;d take meds, so why not for this?
i;ve been there

and i came through

but i'm tired of fighting it all the time, i just wanna let everything go..

oh wurly

it is a hard slog, but it is worth it in the end

you need to ask for and take all help you can

it is possible to come through it

wurly our paths have crossed a few times but i'm afraid i don't know all of your story i just wanted to give big hugs really - you've always sounded lovely and i'm your not doing well at the moment

sparkles, just dont feel like i can fight it anymore, i just wanna lay down and sleep and make it all go away

you could call the samaritans, wurly here

wurly i see from your profile your from SE, where abouts are you? as i'm also in SE

(you have to answer if you don't want to)

wurly....hope you are feeling brighter tomorrow. evenings often harder. with the night stretching ahead. please take heart, i was in a Very Bad Place, for a long time. and am stronger and more resilient for it x you can do this x

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Hi there,
Any chance you may want to try a different AD? I hated the idea of Ad's and still do at some level.... but I finally found something that doesn't make me feel drugged and it is really helping!
How is your relationship with your GP?

Wurly - I'm going to reiterate what Lulu has posted.

You feel so desperate now, but I can honestly say that with the right help and support, things will improve.

It seems like everything is so dark, bleak and hopeless, and that there is no light at the end of the tunnel, but, truly there is.

Please don't feel alone because you're not.

You will find a way through.

i just dont have the energy to fight it anymore

At the moment you are engulfed by your depression - this is perhaps your lowest ebb.

I don't know all the in's and ou'ts of your situation, and I certainly don't have any answers, but I do know when I hit rock bottom the only things that helped me were medication, the ability to talk openly and honestly to caring people, and lastly, time to heal.

You have to get help for this Wurly

It will get better.