had depression since my daughter was 11 she's now 26 I've had a really bad 5 years of stuff going round in my head for the past three weeks.had pains in chest etc ambulance been out checked me over (twice ) nothing heart related,so my gp put me on Mirtazapine 15mg at first then up-to 30mg had a really bad few days crying not eating etc and my minds telling me I'm going to die it's awful to feel like this I'm really low at the moment ☹️.