I never thought I’d post here

[LonelyLola99]

Hi,

I’m really struggling to keep going and everything is getting really on top of me again. I’m desperate for help but no one seems to have anything to offer. I’m studying a degree and trying to keep going but my quality of life is starting to suffer.

Not sure why I’m posting really.. I guess I’ve just exhausted all my options and need a hand hold for a minute.

Wishing you tons of strength for today. Please please remember not to minimise with the counsellor - you are finding it hard to leave your room and that is serious. I’m so sorry you’re going through this and I think you’re being terribly brave. Just keep going. Xxx

Hoping your appointment is productive today. Think how pleased you’ll feel that you’ve made the first step, even if it’s hard to get there. Thinking of you.

Just a hand hold and hoping your appointment is helpful.

I appreciate the hand holds... I went to my appointment today. I think it went ok. I’m not sure what I make of the mentor yet. I sweated so much I had to go straight home and change. I also found it hard to concentrate on what he was saying.
I have another appointment for 2 weeks time.

I’m really trying

Well done. I’m sure it will start to make a bit more sense after a couple of sessions and you’ll get a better idea of him. It will take a while for you to get each other’s measure. In the meantime, give yourself a pat on the back for your courage x

Thanks MrsBodger. It’s nice having people wish me well, and to chat to.

Isn’t it! The joy of Mumsnet! Hope you’re having a relaxing evening x

Glad you went to you appointment Op. I’m sure it will help and good you’ve got another appointment. How was lunch with your friend?