Angry

[lyndar]

So a happy home is better than a big home
Well I have none
I am constantly shouting at my children
My life is a mess trying to juggle everything on my own no support
What the hell would you do in my situation that's what I say to the lot of you
Just want to die to be honest
Life is Too much for me
When I'm dead I won't have to be tormented every day and will be at peace

Hello OP, we are really sorry to hear you are feeling this way.

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We are going to move this thread to the Mental Health section shortly.

Hi OP, not sure how long you have been alone. It can be difficult but ime gets easier. Or perhaps more accurately there are ups and downs so it never quite stays unbearable. Do you have any way of getting support at all? Is there anything you can do to make things easier? Even if that is allowing yourself to find things difficult for now and lowering expectations.