Am so lonely

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Hello am so lonely just want someone to hold me say I willl be ok I am worth something don’t want sex with OH he can be abusieve can’t bear it when he touches me am seriously thinking of going down the male escorts route haven’t a clue where to start so so alone

I'm sorry you're feeling lonely. Sometimes that can seem like the human condition and it's not at all uncommon.

I can't help but think that male escorts would only add to what already sounds like a difficult situation. Maybe consider whether your relationship is retrievable and focus on solving or getting out of that as a first step towards being able to feel less lonely.

I’m sorry you are feeling this way. Male escorts won’t solve your problems, you don’t need to buy affection.
Have you considered speaking with Women’s aid?