1st gp visit

[louisiana30]

I’m waiting to go to my gp today and I’m scared.
I broke down completely last week and wanted to end it. My oh came home and helped. We are dealing with one of the reasons (finance) but it is a chicken/egg scenario.

I feel so guilty for feeling this way.
I had to leave my work as I couldnt keep my smiling mask on any longer.

I don’t know what to expect today.

It sounds like you've been carrying on with this for quite a while. Well done for taking the first step. Good luck! I think feeling guilty is normal too but try to remind yourself this is not something you've chosen. It sounds like you have a supportive oh also which is great!

Is your dp able to go with you?

If not, have you an opening sentence planned? It is hard and is completely the luck of the draw if you get an understanding GP.