Never felt so bad

[MozzchopsThirty]

I suffer from PTSD and have been on meds for 8 years (sertraline)
I normally go through ups and downs, sometimes takes a few days for me to pull myself together and then I'm ok.

But this has been going on for about 3 weeks now and I don't seem to be getting out of it.
In the past few weeks I've had:
A health scare which is still under investigation
Persistent abdominal pain
A shit holiday with dcs where they behaved like animals
To ask 22 ye old dd to move out as she's lazy, disrespectful and undermines me
Anxiety over my relationship ending (it's still going)
Trouble at work that affected me but had no support (not first time this has happened)
My narc mother demanding I contact her over her cancer diagnosis
Exh playing clever manipulative mind games over my parenting

Sorry that's long, but I can't see a way out right now
I can't even identify any feelings

Hi Sorry your having such a bad time, could you go to the Drs and ask for counselling? Also have you any friends who are supportive and helpful? It may help talking to them if they are the type that will actually listen.
Also tell the Drs about your pain and get that sorted out. Often when you are in pain it can make things miles bleaker than they already are.I'd also talk to your children, all of them and tell them your not very well and you need them to behave better.