I am usually relaxed me. But when I change I am very angry, obsessed, paranoid and very difficult to be around. Dh says I am then a psychopath and total dick. I realise when I am fine that I get those times but when I am in one I feel totally myself and don't believe I am odd. I can continuously follow my dh that he won't go and plot against me. Those periods can last days.
I just came out of one and I had really hurt dh's feelings.