Really struggling

[GreenJanine]

So low at the moment. Don't know what is wrong with me.Such low mood and I don't feel I can talk to anyone about it without being judged.

Mother- will worry
Husband- will stress
friends- will look down on me or judge me

Feel very alone

Would you like to talk about it here? Or there is the Samaritans, you can email them if you don’t feel up to a phone call, sometimes just getting shit out and written down can help a little.

I feel really alone with similar feelings OP so you have my sympathy

Hello @GreenJanine you're not alone

We're all here to listen @GreenJanine

So lovely thank you all. All the times I have opened up to people in the past I felt they lost a bit of respect for me- I'm good at keeping it all zipped up. I wish I could afford to go back to my counsellor. Persistent low mood which I feel I have to keep hidden. Stops me from doing the stufff I know would help. Even exercise didn't help today. And I can't even put my finger on it.

Just full of the feeling of how useless I am at everything. 2 shipwrecked careers and I feel I am about to crash with my current mode of income.