Yesterday my partner took me to a&e on the advice of 111 as I wanted to kill myself, not just suicidal thoughts but wanted to go through with it. Went to a&e, saw a doctor who then called the crisis team and they came an hour later. The person from the crisis team said after asking a lot of questions, that she thought I just couldn’t control my emotions and something about emotional dysregulation. I can’t really remember much. But, did say they’d phone to check in tomorrow, being today.
So, got a phone call just now asking me to come to the crisis centre at 2pm as they’ve made me an appointment. But I’m not really sure what to expect, what normally happens at an appointment? I’m quite anxious.