(Yes I've NC)
How can I blow my DH...
Ok I'm sorry for the provocative headline but I'm trying to reach as many people as possible in order to get some actual help!
The issue is that I have severe OCD and I just can't get it out of my head that's where he goes to the toilet and it's not clean and he's such a generous lover with me that I really want to do it for him, even if just on his birthday etc but I really can't get past this.
Any advice?