Both my children are now home. One came home early after an exam. The youngest contacted DH who was crisis numbers stored in his phone. He contacted them, and someone from the crisis/assessment or home treatment team will visit me tomorrow. Both children will be with me tomorrow as it is their day off college.
New medications usually trigger suicide attempts, but not so quickly and intensely as this med. I am due another soon but am not taking it until after I speak to the team tomorrow.
Can I thank all the mn's who contacted me via pm. (You know who you are). I am still shaky, having suicidal thoughts, but not actively ready to attempt like I was this morning. Having my children here, just looking at them, young adults. Thank you