I just want to feel better again.

[user128057]

I'm suffering with depression. I've never been in such a dark place in my life. I am either in tears or full of rage. I'm not sleeping. I just want to feel better and not have to keep pretending I'm happy to everyone. I've been given tablets and am starting counselling.

Hi there, depression can be so exhausting as can having to pretend you are doing ok. Be kind to yourself, I really do know it’s hard when tears just keep coming as I struggle with depression too. It is great that you are starting counselling and medication, well done for taking those steps, they are steps in the right direction. I really hope you find some peace.