Sometimes I feel suicidal (may be triggering)

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But I haven't spoken to anyone about it. It's not a thought that builds up, it just seems to come over me suddenly. I then have to wait for it to pass. It's a physical feeling. Almost a pain. I feel an urge to slash my wrists, and can feel the pain in my wrists as I think about it.
I know this isn't 'normal', and have wondered recently if it might be a symptom of PTSD.

Hi op

Sorry you are going through this
I would see your dr

Hello. I really think it is important for you to tell your doctor. It is a great first stept get you have put it here but telling someone I feel life will ease some of that burden. I had similar thoughts for a couple of years before I told my dr. Even though at that point we decided not to take any action jsut saying it out loud made me feel better. More in control.

Can you see a patter in what triggers the feeeling? If you can identify that maybe discuss that with someone if you aren't ready to voice the suicide but just yet.

Do you have friends or family you could reach out to?

Also right you might want mumsnet to move this to mental health where you will get more support.

Hello OP, we are really sorry to hear you are feeling this way.

We hope you don't mind, but when these threads are flagged up to us we usually add a link to our Mental Health resources. You can also go to the Samaritans website, or email them on [email protected]. Support from other Mumsnetters is great and we really hope you will be able to take some comfort from your fellow posters, but as other MNers will tell you, it's really a good idea to seek RL help and support as well.

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Good morning right How are you feeling today?

Hi ive been feelin suicidal. I hear voices i feel like i cnt trust no1. And ppl r plotting against me. I cry ifeel alone lost .sick of living. I hate waking up every mornin. I wish i could dissapear

Hello lost im so sorry you are feeling this way. Is there anyone in real life you can open up to?

Please call the Samaritans on 116 123

I feel i cant talk 2 no1 bcoz every1 is so busy in dr own life. No1 has time 4 me.

Hi There Lost23,

We're so sorry to hear you're feeling so alone. Mumsnet can be a useful place for support and comfort but please do seek help in real life too as nothing can replace that.

Our Mental Health topic is open to all so please do start your own thread there if you'd like to.

We hope things seem a lot brighter for you and the OP very soon.

Im seein someone from d crisis team 2day. What would they do?

How did the meeting go lost23 ? What are the next steps?