2 weeks ago we buried my 30 yo brother, he hung himself.
He sustained an injury playing a sport he loved, and couldn't cope with the limitations the injury inflicted on him so chose to leave us all.
My mum (who has dementia) is blissfully unaware most of the time, my 13 yo daughter is totally bereft as they were as thick as thieves, his LT girlfiend is wasting away in front of my eyes.
My dad is broken completely broken and I am scared for him.
How the hell do I get them through this.
I know I am not going to get through it, but want to get them all to a place where they can cope with it.