Just don't want to do it anymore

[cpjoli]

I don't want to do any of it. Not my family, work or anything.
I've got an appointment with my care coordinator tomorrow but she seems to just fob me off.
I feel so lonely and fed up with everything.

I'm really sorry to read this, I didn't want to read and run.

I hope you can get some support and help. I know how awful it can be and have been there, in the depths of utter despair where I don't want to be here.

Have a hand hold and a big hug. Feel free to vent here, we will all listen.

No one understands. I'm trapped in my own head and it's not nice. I'm sick of fighting and never changing.
Why can't I be different?