Why is it

[cpjoli]

I can't be left alone without reaching for a bottle. I'm so bloody ridiculous. I know it's bad for me but do it anyway.
I wish I was different.

I'm so stupid. Why am I here. Everyone is better off without me. I have a good job but no-one likes me. I'm so stupid.

I am like this, most of the time if I am on my own in the evening I will do a whole bottle of , do you want to talk? you're not stupid, and I really don't think everyone is better off without you!

Do you have any DC''S? or DH/DP?