I'm on a placement for a university course and it's only my second week. Have come down with horrific PMT. This is regular and I suspect PMDD but not diagnosed, I'm formally diagnosed with BPD and depression. How the fuck do I get through this? It's usually only 5-7 days but I've have periods of up to a month of severe depression then recovery/exhaustion. I'm crying all the time, suicidal thoughts, no energy. It's a client facing role and I'm a awful mess. I hate my reproductive system.