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I don't want to die :(

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user1489269570 · 07/04/2017 23:24

I'm a female and I have 4 kids 6,4,4,3months.
I'm 25 years old will be 26 in 10 days.
Every time I think about my age I think I don't want to die I don't want to leave my kids behind I don't want it to end.
Everytime I think about it It feels like I'm going to have a panic attack and want to just ball my eyes out!!! SadShockHmm

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Wolfiefan · 07/04/2017 23:25

You are highly unlikely to be leaving then any time soon. Do you have health anxiety?

StealthPolarBear · 07/04/2017 23:27

Op please speak to your health visitor or gp. Whichever you thibk will be more help.
You aren't going to die and you don't need to feel this way. X

KingJoffreysRestingCuntface · 07/04/2017 23:28

I used to be the same. I'd lie awake at night panicking about death and being nothing.

Had a full on panic attack on a bus once because of it.

I now look after elderly and dying people. It really helps. You get to an age an you're tired and you're ready to go. It becomes kind of beautiful.

But I get how you feel. It's hideous.

I have no advice but I understand you.

Strix · 07/04/2017 23:29

Postnatal depression? Talk to GP, Health Viditor, someone.

Flowerydems · 07/04/2017 23:32

I've got the same, go to your gp

Strix · 10/04/2017 21:20

Are you ok?

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