I wish I wasn't here

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That's it, really.

Just wanted to share which is probably stupid but true.

Have you had any help for the way you're feeling?

No. I doubt there's anything anyone can do (sorry to sound defeatist!)

There is help out there. It's scary but if you ask for it you don't have to feel the way you're feeling now.

Your gp is a good person to talk to. The Samaritans will always listen to anyone having a tough time. If you think you might harm yourself, please call somebody or head to A and E.

Unfortunately I spoke to samaritans - the guy wasn't interested. I know most are lovely I just got an bad one.

The only help is pills and counselling. Neither work.

I understand. I am with you. I don't want to die, I havent contemplated suicide - apart from fleeting thoughts. But I have though about simply not existing. I find it difficult to talk about, but finally spoke to my GP today who was fantastic. Medication and counselling referral. xx

Same here

But I might want to be here tomorrow and that's the best reasoning I can offer you.

Could you try a more specific charity or phone line?

Op?

I hope you re feeling brighter op. I'm having a better day. They do come around

I have been there - stick with it, there will be good days that make life worth living believe me. Try Samaritans again - they really can be of help.

Stick with the pills - they take a while to work and sometimes you have to find the right one for you - there will be one.