wheres my thread

[OnceThereWasThisGirlWho]

wheres it gone? why is the universe makign sure i cant get any help? i have gonr to gp, crisi team, etc, had police over, they wont help me, why is mn turning against me too? oh god pleas someone be there

is it nicer for the world to pretend i dont exist? why do epople do this?why shut me out because im in pain? i feel dirty and worthless and like im unspeakable, have to be shut out because my experiences arent wha people want or something

why does the services being shite mean i get shut out elsewhere too?

why was the horrible cow allowed to stop me seeing my friend and people thnk shes nice but she controls him and hurts him and controls who he sees

why were the men allowed to hurt me and it didnt matter

Is this it

www.mumsnet.com/Talk/feeling_depressed/2679771-Getting-close-to-the-end-and-nowhere-to-turn

Oh thank you, it diappeared, so frightend because horrible confusing things have happned to me so much xx

but itsnot on my list or in mental health ... im scared, is this a site fault or purpose? oh is that paranoid... I dont know what to think, im so sorry

It's not in the mental health section. You posted it in talk

talk/feeling depressed is the Mh section?

Sorry I see it now. It's definitely showing is it in your list now

weird, I dont understand. Now your post hidden. . Mayb y thread hidden? just poking rond trying to distract until fal asleep

damn this keyboard

I hope you are ok. I have had a few wines so I can't really be of help but please remember you matter x

thank you x