Name changed as I don't want this linked with other name.
I used to self harm when I was a lot younger, around 14/15yo. Then I developed PND and PTSD after the birth of my DD and started self harming again.
Now I've lost a lot of people in the last 6months and am struggling to cope on a day to day basis. And I feel like returning to old habits is the only form of normality I have.