I feel like ending it all

[Rudechoob]

Today my company has received a winding up petition. Its on display. I'm fucking screwed.

I'm going to lose everything.

Hi Rudechoob. Seriously considered ending it all a few years ago but I'm now very pleased I didn't. Do you want to talk about it?

I know but I'm so fricken scared. I feel sick with worry

Im going to.lose my business. When your on a wind up petition there's not much that can be done

I don't know anything about winding up petitions, I'm sorry, but there are plenty of knowledgeable people who could give you advice if you started a thread with that in the title. Is anyone with you now?

My partner he is asleep x

It's just a business and money
I know it's overwhelming and you feel as though your insides have been taken out, rolled into a tight ball and then shoved back in and you are paralysed by fear
But
You are a real life living being
You are worth much more than this
Wake up your partner and tell him. Xxx

I know owl. Its a horrid feeling xx

You will get past this, I promise you

Is your partner supportive?

He is very laid back and quite blah

How are you today?

I feel like an utter failure.

My partner put money into this business too.

Does he know?
Have you been to the GP to discuss how you are feeling?

Yes he knows.

Got the GP tomorrow xxx