Hi , I've recently being going through tough time. My Dad died 3 months ago, I had to give up work 2 yrs ago for health reasons, have Chronic pain and am on lots pain medication, have 4 children and a husband that works long hours ., also am only child so now have sold responsibility for my mother also.I thought I was coping ok but 2 weeks ago, things came to a head. I got bad reaction to new pain medication;, high temperature, raised blood pressure,and felt like I had flu. Ended up in hospital(g p sent me), and spent first 2 days constantly crying. I couldn't believe it as this is v unlike me, as I'm always "so capable", sensible and on top of things. I was put on Lexapro 5mg, and am wondering how long before I 'll start feeling 'normal' again? What are the side effects; read lots reports of people who put on weight on this medication ?