back again. had enough

[TheoriginalLEM]

have crashed big time.

i can't see the point.

my dd prefers her daddy

she doesn't need me.

my dp has abandoned me emotionally

ive got no one to reach out to.

Hey LEM.

Your DD needs you and will always need you.

Not much to say, but you have got through shit times before and you can again.

I don't know your back story I'm sorry.

But your DD does need you. Think, seriously now, how she would feel if you were gone. There would be nothing positive in her mind. She might not show it all the time but she loves you and she needs you there.

What do you mean about your DP? I don't want to say that he hasn't because I don't know either of you. I also don't want to say he has because there's a chance it's your MH issues talking (not meant to sound patronising, please don't take it that way).

You have people here. We will listen and do what we can and we do care. Please believe me.

thanks - just had a good cry on dp. i don't cry very much which is odd for someone with depression. often feel too numb.

just got to wait this one out.

it will pass.

I had a feeling reading an earlier thread that you were about to hit the deck.

You know this will pass and I know it sucks monkeys balls. You're a pretty decent person you come across on here and you care. Have a good cuddle with your dude to get some oxytocin going and go to bed. Leave this day behind you.

Your dd most definitely does need you OP. Never ever forget that xxxx

Thanks guys for being there, it really does help. Today has been better, very anxious but i managed a run wiht DP which shifted my bad back and managed to wangle some more hours at work. The job hunting can wait a bit longer.

That's great you managed to go for a run lem, and even better if its helped your back.