am i depressed or just stressed out?

[mistletoemania]

i feel like shite at the moment as i put alot of responsibility on my d/d who is only 5 my d/h is awah with work until before christmas and i am a miserable cow without him. i shout far too much at kids feel like shite positive vibes please and yes i have been drinking!?!

want to talk hun? {{hugs}}

Will you feel better when your DH comes back?

what is there to say i have so much shite going on mum has alzheimers husband in air force away yet again but please god home for xmas. i am living proof it is not good idea to have kids in your 40's as i miss my mum so much! sorry oh wowo betide me sorry

Its fine hun {{hugs}} It cant be easy... have you anyone around for support?

oh not really but period is due and i am being very dramtic i am pissed which does not help so i am sorry for offloading all this shite i love my mum so much and she is so missing out my d/d lives i am so envious of young trendy mums am i sad or what i've had a testing week at work and being a mum myself to two demanding girls

dont be envious of "young trendy mums"... I haven't even begun to live my life, and now im amrried with a DS and a mortgage to sturggle to pay Its not at all glamourous! I think you need some rest hun, how come your up? The stress? Do you think you should pop to your GP, see if he can give you something if your feeling abit depressed?

your right i ned some sleep everything will be fine in am tha ks for kind sentiments hope you win lotto tonight xoxoooxox

Night Night Hun {{hugs}} xxx

Hang in there! It's hard when you're it 24/7... no relief in sight and no breaks either. Hope you get some sleep and will check in this thread later on. I have had many days where I feel like a shitey parent and my husband comes home to save the day all the time it seems...

qptpies thanksxoxoxo and nmamma good day today sore head but good day

Sore head doable - sometimes a little wine goes a looooong way.

Hope today better even!!

nmama